I'm wondering if a part of you feels restless.. Perhaps there's a feeling that a part of your life might be a little too predictable (school uniform, according to 'code')?
You want freshness, a renewing of sorts (going back to earlier times) where things might have felt more exhilarating?
Could you be desiring a little more attention and deliciousness, excitement, something new/revived in your love life (if you're in a relationship right now)?
.. maybe get to feel like a school-girl again.. playful and more free? less constrained?It sounds like maybe whatever 'guiltiness' mentioned... could be in the form of a mild self-judging that you found yourself slipping into being "naughty" for that surprising (innocent) spontaneous-romantic surge? Surprised that you acted on it?
When you went to confess to him (in the dream), perhaps that could indicate a sexual tension-- I would think it's a sexual playful lure? Sexual tension, feeling that you want him to dominate you somewhat??
Why didn't he show any kind of mild jealousy that this kiss happened?
Could you be wanting to 'test' him?
Why is he not responsive?
Is he that way in real life?
Do you need him to show you more liking or affection?
What do you need from him?
If he were to respond to you (in the dream), what (in your imagination) would he be saying? (Make up words).
Sliding down the hill.. could be sexual energy.
Also reminds me of the mythological Sisyphus?
He was punished by having to roll a boulder up a steep cliff/hill. Just as he gets to point of victory, the rock slips and he and the rock tumble back down-- only to have to start all over again.
This 'hill' was silly looking and in the middle of a race track? Something is not resolving?? It keeps going around in circles, and frustration is mounting..
Mountain was once a mole hill?
(music) Talking in Your Sleep (The Romantics) [3:54] http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JmGMzyajA2U
(music) Going in Circles (The Gap Band) [5:33] http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=83KDr5DSxI4
{sorry it took so long to answer}
How do you feel about the dream, now that you have had some time to think about it?
Take Care *Heart*